I think from today onwards 5/3/2010. Gek Hooi would be gone forever. Untill one day , something makes me wanna come back. I really dont know. Only till today i realise that i have been hanging on for alot things blindly and to realise nobody care. Maybe some kind souls out there do, but after so much things happen. It just makes me feel friendships are fragile and friends who say they " care " about you, they dont mean it. mayb i exaggerated or what, but farewell to the emotionally-weak inner self of mine. I no longer wish or yearn for a miracle to happen. For someone to suddenly realise my existence or what. Perhaps. its cause recently im overwhelmed by too much things. And yet recently all the ugly side shown to me. I really gonna give up le. Goodbye.